How connected do you feel to your internal emotional world? Many people feel quite disconnected and struggle with identifying, feeling, and accessing emotions. When you are working to heal emotional eating patterns, having an understanding of and connection to your inner emotional world is essential.
Connecting to emotions can be pretty uncomfortable and challenging - especially if you were given messages in your life directly or indirectly that your feelings were too much, inconvenient, bothersome, or invalid. If you’ve been soothing, numbing, avoiding, or suppressing your emotions with food for a long time, this may feel like a huge undertaking - and it can be. I encourage you to approach this inner work with curiosity and an opportunity for self-awareness and know that it is simple in concept but not necessarily easy in practice. However, it is worth the time, effort, and work - because you are worthy of feeling whole and connected to yourself and others. (Not sure if you’re an emotional eater? Take my quiz to learn more: Am I an Emotional Eater?)
The BLAST protocol is an accessible process to use as an entry point to emotional awareness (this is where you ask yourself, am I bored, lonely, angry, stressed, sad, or tired?) Today I’m going to talk specifically about Loneliness - the L of the BLAST protocol - to help you understand it and offer strategies to approach loneliness with curiosity versus numbing and avoidance.
Loneliness craves connection, company, and even stimulation. Food often can feel like a friend, there when you need it, comforting, and enjoyable; however, it does not fill the void of desiring connection to yourself or others for long. Loneliness can also occur even when you are surrounded by people as feeling connected is the desire, not just proximity to people. Loneliness craves connection to people in a way that is meaningful and fulfilling, not just the physical presence of people.
Getting in touch with your internal emotional world requires practicing the pause of the pause, reflect, release protocol. When you notice yourself turning towards food or any other numbing or avoidant behavior, take a moment to first pause and check inward. This offering of space prior to acting on the craving can allow you to acknowledge if your craving may be driven by a desire to emotionally avoid or numb out. Practicing the pause consistently creates more space for self and emotional awareness.
It can be helpful to do an emotional check-in multiple times a day just to practice the pause and the ability to gain am increase in comfort in the practice and process of emotional awareness. This practice creates presence and awareness of what is really true right now. Loneliness often points to feeling disconnected, isolated, and even a sense of feeling lost in the aloneness. The practice of pausing is a helpful time to go through the BLAST protocol, and if you indeed notice you’re feeling lonely, consider what else might give you a feeling of meaningful connection to yourself or others.
Loneliness is pervasive, and many people report feeling lonely quite often, whether or not there are people around them. Just being around people doesn’t necessarily create meaningful connection. And you can also experience being alone without the hollow feeling of loneliness. When you feel deeply and meaningfully connected to others or yourself, loneliness can dissolve.
If you are experiencing loneliness as a lack of connection to others, consider those you feel (or have felt) truly connected to in some way. Can you reach out and call someone to talk, to schedule a time to go for a walk, to dinner, or on some other engaging activity with them? If you are feeling isolated and not connected to those in your life, it may be time to find new authentic connections in your life. This process can be really scary! You can start by researching meetups, classes, or clubs in your area or seek volunteer opportunities in your area. Volunteering and making a positive impact on the lives of others can often quell loneliness and offer meaning and purpose in a healthy way.
If you feel lonely even in the presence of others, it may be time to work on those relationships, to have more open, meaningful, and supportive communication. This can feel awkward if the distance feels challenging between you and the other person/people. Just starting the dialogue can be a great place to begin, and if needed, working with a couples therapist, a family therapist, a self-help book, or other external support can be helpful.
If you notice that you feel lonely every time you are alone and that you struggle with negative self-talk or low self-worth, this lack of connection with yourself may make it difficult to forge relationships with yourself as well as with others. Finding support is a great place to begin, with a therapist or a coach. To become more self-focused and aware, you can spend time journaling and meditating and getting curious about what you want and why you are experiencing loneliness in your life at this time. When you can truly befriend yourself, you create more opportunities to feel connected to others without the longing or any desperation.
No matter what is driving the internal experience of loneliness, it can be a very painful experience, and this is why you might find yourself numbing and avoiding with things that only perpetuate feelings of isolation, hollowness, and lack of connection. Food can feel like a friend, like a connection, and yet it is temporary and often perpetuates discomfort.
The pause is where you can begin, identifying and validating your internal emotional experience. The reflection offers the why, as well as where you are feeling the most disconnected. The release is making the new choice, choosing another option to create awareness, which may be just learning to sit in the discomfort at first, and this may lead to offerings to grow greater connection to yourself, to those around you, or to the relationships yet to come.
There are many wonderful ways to connect with yourself or others, start where you feel the least amount of resistance, and remember, most people are craving authentic connections as well. So take some time to reflect on where you might create more connection with yourself or others today and commit to your own personal growth.